I still need you

Never before in my life
Have I needed you so much
Just to see your face
Maybe feel your touch

You were always there
Whenever I needed you
Always knew what to say
Or what I should do

I need your advice
Just a little help
You were the only one
Who understood how I felt

All our life
We have been threw the same
We shared everything
Not just the same name

You were always there
My very best friend
The only one who knew
How my heart to mend

You used to comfort and console
And dry away my tears
Whenever I was scared
Or my head filled with fears

When I got angry
I could get very mean and sad
But you helped me out
And kept me away from things that were bad

Never before have I needed you
As much as I do today
I need you to help me see
Which way is the right way

But you are no longer here
Helping me out the way I need
And every time I think of you
My heart starts to ache and bleed

I was never there for you
Helping you out the way I should
Not until the very end
Did I help you out the way I could

We lost so much time
What a bit#h I was to everyone
I never realized that
Until it was all done

But I don`t regret anything
I did to anyone else
Cause you were the only one
Who never did anything false

You were always true
Threw the good times and the bad
And living life without you
Makes me truly sad

A poem about my sister, who died very young and meant everything to me.