I don't want your comfort
I don't want you to hold my hand
I can't stand the thoughts of you trying
Cause, I know you can't actually understand
Why I push away, instead of holding close
Why I sit alone at night, unlike most
Why I'm so hostile to everyone around
Why I lay awake at night crying without a sound
You say you understand
You say you want to help me
But I won't let me believe you
Cause, you could never see
The pain I held in my dulling eyes
The pain in my heart from so many lies
The pain shooting through my body
The pain of knowing I was so naughty
You can't save me from myself
You can't heal my broken heart
Because you were the one to break it
In the very start
this was written awhile back, can't remember exactly when
