What you cause

I need to move on
stop living in the past
i need to get over you
i knew it would never last

i hate what you did to me
you hurt me real bad
you riped out my soul
now I'm always so sad

i loved you for months
if not years
but know these day's
i can't see through my tears

I've been trying not to think of you
but it really doesn't work
you're always on my mind
and I'm always full of hurt

i sit here in my room
with a slit across my wrist
as the blood drip's down my palm
i think why'd it have to end like this

i loved you without fail
yet you treated me like dirt
as the blood forms a crimson pool
i wonder how i got so hurt

i wonder what went wrong
but i guess I'll never know
I'm starting to drift away now
this is not the way i wanted to go

i planed on living happily
even without you there
as i lose all feeling
there is no time for a last prayer

goodbye seems like forever
farewell is like the end
and it will always be that way
broken hearts are hard to mend