This pain you've inflicted upon me,
Makes my vision blur.
I had gotten my hopes up so high.
Now all I hear about is her.
My self esteem has gone negative,
You were the only reason for me to live.
Chorus:
My blood is just so soothing,
It's the only thing to keep my mind off you.
I want you to be happy,
But cant I be happy too?
You don't know what you do to me,
Or how you make me feel.
All these wounds you thrust upon me,
Have scars that will never heal.
I need to tell you the truth,
I just don't want to end up hurting you.
None of this makes sense,
I never wanted to feel this way.
I never thought I'd crave you so much,
Or you'd be the reason I look forward to each day.
I just don't know if I can do this anymore,
Living each day a lie.
I cant take pretending,
I don't know if I have anymore tears to cry.
Death seems so surreal,
I want it more and more each day.
So I wouldn't have to feel so hurt,
Or cry about feeling this way.
Pull the trigger,
As I put the gun to my head.
I don't want to live another moment,
Each new second I dread.
Chorus:
My blood is just so soothing,
It's the only thing to keep my mind off you.
I want you to be happy,
But cant I be happy too?
You don't know what you do to,
Or how you make me feel.
All these wounds you thrust upon me,
Have scars that will never heal.
I need to tell you the truth,
I just don't want to end up hurting you.
I hide myself behind a mask,
Keeping my identity close.
Oh how my heart beats for you,
Is something i'll never show.
My fear of rejection,
Keeps me lying to you.
I cant tell you anything,
You don't know what I'm going through.
I'll never tell you the truth,
But oh how I love you. [x2] [fade out]
pee.ess.i know this isnt very good-i just had to vent-gahhh :[
