Dark path

Riding out on a tear. falling from a youths eyes. wanting only some sign of concern. a hand to hold. my eyes scream my pain. but you cant hear it. why cant i be normal? a normal that can be loved. a beautiful flower in full bloom instead of this thorny bush. were did i go wrong? when did i miss the turn? walking a road devoid of light. no map to guide me. i try to feel my way out, but i have gone to far. there is no turning back. i never meant for this to happen. it was all an accident. disappointing everyone around me, they turn their backs. fed up with me and all my shit. I'm sorry, i will leave now. slink back into my solitude, never to bother you again.