Lost

K I spent no time on this..sorry about the quality..

There are no words to say
Just let me die where I lay,
can't you see I am broken,
and that I don't want to live to see my next day?

I don't know who I am
My emotions are a foreign land,
I can't love or cry
The smile I wear is just a scam.

So good at hiding how I feel
My heart is shut with a tight seal,
Darkness surrounds me
God do you hear me when I kneel?

I trust in no one
So to a razor I succumb,
I just let the blood flow down
My heart beats with a fast DA dun.

I find I was terrified
my brain seeming to solidify,
I fear the things you could do
Why couldn't just testify?

Father forgive me
I still need your leading,
I dont know how to live
Please I need my shepherds keeping.