I'm sitting in my room all day long, thinking about him,
listening to his voice inside my head,
feeling his heartbeat close to mine but then I awake,
and see that it is all just a dream, a dream which will never come true.
A dream that is so close to my heart
and that I'm not willing to let go of.
A dream that offers me neither peace nor mercy!
A dream that he isn't aware of.
A dream which I'll always be dreaming until I'll finally give him up.
And until that day,
that day where I'll be willing to let him go,
that same dream will haunt me
in my sleep, in every moment,
in every breath I take
and in every thought I think.