Thumping, thumping inside my head,
everything spinning will i soon be dead?
i know this road was the wrong one to take,
but how do i go back and change my mistake?
i've got rid of everything, theres nothing left to sell
i've no-one to confide in and no-one can tell.
my mind is messed up and im all confused,
i've nothing to gain but so much to lose.
im too young to be going through what im going through now,
i've gotta controle it gonna beat it somehow.
my parents see me they begin to frown,
saying they dont want to be the ones to put me underground.
i'm trying so hard to get back to the top but slowely my breathing starts to stop,
i dont know whats going to happen
in three months or four
all i know is i cant hurt my family anymore xxx
