Till My Life Ends (written to a first love)

I have something to tell you,
Something I want to say.
This makes me a bit unsure,
It haunts me everyday.
Lying hid my feelings,
Lying shielded my pain.
Little by little I thought it\'d pass,
Over some time I felt the same.
Very often I\'ll think back,
Every week and then again.
You return, in me you\'d stay,
Onto my heart, on its remain,
Until my life goes dark in pain

(sorry if this poem confused you, just read every first letter down)