Would you??

If i died would you care
would you even shed a tear
would thing of things we share
and wish i was still here
would you remember my smile
and all the fun things we did
or just put me on trial
think me as just another kid
would my passing affect you
or will you jugs forget everything
i was the girl you could run to
even if it was always the same thing
where did i run when i needed to hide
i ran and his all alone
so you wouldn't hear me cry
even though the pain shown
like any other one
it felt like no one really cared
and my feelings weighed a ton
even some feelings i shared
but it always felt the same
like you would tune me out
put on a front and start to claim
but i wouldn't start to pout
id turn to myself and wonder
if i died would you care
would you even shed a tear
would you think of things we share
and wish i was still here????