These feelings

Bloody tears striking like spears
following me all thru the years.

broken soul keeps on aching
my heart is wat u keep breaking

my thoughts of u keep coming back
happiness is wat i lack.

blood on my arm explains wats rong
i want to be someplace where i belong

loving someone else is wat i cannot do
because for some reason i cant get over u

i dont know y i want u so bad
after all the times u made me so sad.

wat i need is someone to make me smile
so i wont always be in denial.

these feelings for u will never be defined
after all, ur the one that left me behind

if these feelings dont leave
i will always cut my arm so i'll bleed

u know im crying
but wat u dont know is that im slowly dying..