Everything is gone
there is no hope here
but without any hope
perhaps comes no fear
no fear of pain other's cause
the feelings have gone away
is it only that I'm too cold
or that the end has come today?
Cities are empty
with no one to follow
empty like my broken heart
emptiness now hollow
so hollow now, I don't know what's real
what is the point of living when you cannot even feel?
Broken smiles of those like us
hide somewhere new
someplace I'll never find
no matter what I do
I can't hear myself cry
not even my own heartbeat
at least I know I too will die
despite my self-defeat
because all in all
there was never anything here for me
the lies of love
I'll never see
no one will ever care for me
this I know is true
I can't say I'm who you want me to be
[how did things get this blue?]