The Part Of Me You Don't Know

There's a part of me you don't know,
No matter how hard you've tried.
Its a part of me I keep away,
The one I've tried so hard to hide.

And I can't keep playing normal,
When I'm really so far away.
And it kills me just a little.
Barely Getting through each day.

Keeping how i feel for you a secret,
Means you'll never know the reasons why.
When I talk to you, I look away,
And never look you in the eye.

I don't look at them for reasons,
That I cannot put into words.
Frozen from the effort of
Keeping such a warm heart icy cold.

I think that one day I might tell you,
And your reaction, i cannot foretell.
But until that day, i cant speak,
Stuck inside my own made hell...