Addicted

I put pen to paper
nothing comes
i feel the emotion in me
it's trying to break free
i get up from where i was sitting
i pace the floor
a hand goes up to my head
it clasps a strand of hair
wrapping it around my finger
i need to write
why is nothing coming to me
i feel the panic rising
i start to pace faster
the phone rings
i ignore it
it's not stopping
i walk over to it
i swipe it from the table
the ringing stops
silents falls over the room
i want to write
i need to write
the addiction is taking over
it's like fire burning in side me
help me please
before it's to late