If you had any clue...
Why I act the way I do...
Then maybe you'll understand my very unspecific plan
If you had any clue
To what I'm going through
Then maybe you'll understand
And maybe even take my hand
Things right now are so overwhelming
It's so difficult to tell what I need.
With my mother abandoning me
And my father thinking he knows me
It's all very confusing
I,myself, don't even know what I need...
But I do know...
That I can be cold like freshly fallen snow...
I do know...
That I can put on a pretty fantastic show...
People don't really see...
What exactly is going on inside of me.
If only people could understand
The difficult matters I have at hand
The things I go through...
Aren't really that new...
They've most likely been seen before...
But they're new to me, every day more and more
I just want to be me...
I just want people to finally see!
That theres a lot more to me than meets the eye
There's a lot more in life than just getting high...
