Endless Misery

Here comes the blood once again,
That's rushing to the surface of her skin.
Here comes the vomit once again,
So she can look even more thin.
Here comes those painful surges,
As the needle pushes through.
Here comes the tears once again,
She doesn't know that she must do.

What has she done wrong to deserve this,
This pain of so much anger and sorrow.
What has she done wrong to make this be,
To feel the pain that will come tomorrow.

She has lived her life to all that she can,
She has tried to make it right.
But it was all harder than expected,
Even though she put up a fight.

She relies on this pain,
to ease her battered soul,
to ease the scars she already has
and to refrain from losing control.

Shes tried to stop from doing this,
But sorry, this may be,
the reason for her living,
but also her endless misery...