It's like nothing seems to matter
Not even how my hearts has shattered
I tried my best to be everything you wanted
But no matter what I didn't I couldn't
I picked up the pieces of my heart a million times
And I even wonder why sometimes
Nothing seems to be alright
And here we are again in another fight
I don't even know what to say anymore
You keep slowly closing this door
And I dont know how much more I can take
Everything you see now is everything I fake
So as I slowly fall asleep tonight
I'll do my best to keep these tears in with all my might
I won't let you see me cry
But you know who much I hate when you say bye
But I swallow all my pride
As I hold everything I'm feeling inside
I'm feeling weaker now there nothing I can do
I have this feeling I'm not going to make it through
So as I site here and cry keep acting like your fine
All I ever wanted was for you to be mine
So I'll keep pretending like I'm happy
When in reality I'm the definition of unhappy
