Sometimes I wonder why I was put
here on earth.
Is it really worthing living?
Always giving but never receiving.
People I've come to trust are now so
deceiving.
My heart is always in pain and grieving.
Should I give my heart away or should
I runaway and never look back?
Should I let myself fall in love or
should I build walls to protect my
heart?
These feelings are so confusing that
I can feel myself falling apart.
Oh how I wish things were more clear.
Sometimes I just want to disappear.
Should I trust in true love or should I
keep myself locked away to avoid just
finding more lust?
Should I stay or should I go?
I really don't know.
why do I feel so sad?
Sometimes I wish to leave this place
behind because it is full with a lot of
bad.
I feel like I've had enough of this life.
This confusion is stabbing me like a
sharp knife.
I'm in a fog of confusion, I don't know
how to deal with the way I am feeling.
I wonder if this pain I feel is revealing
or if I'm doing good enough with
concealing it.
I want to leave this world behind and
fly away to a better place.
Now there are tears streaming down
my face.
I'm tired of hurting inside.
I'm tired of trying to hide everything.
I feel like there is nothing I can do.
So I want to tell you I love you and
sorry for what I put you through.
