Spinning in a haze of sober colours
screaming myself hoarse
on a mind f**cking merry go round
everything is just a whispered sound...
scream until you dont feel love anymore
scream until it hurts...
until it burns....
the darkness consumes me
leaves me in a bitter sweat
void of nightmares
and memories
painful memories...
cut your words out that u spit at me
THERES BEEN ENOUGH RED
I WONT HANG MY HEAD
the days blur into another
and your counteracting painful memories with side splitting cuts...
and these diluted eyes...
they wont mean a thing
being to depressed to move
so agressive
cant control it
a monster inside me...
u changed me
u f**cked me up
i am so sick of always holding it in
trying to be tough!!!
i lost my head when i was with u
u were the best and worstthing that has ever hapened to me
cry little girl
all alone in the dark
feeling the stings from another self inflicted mark...
