U think it hurts

U think it hurts well Ur wrong
all the things u've done would cause my death if i wasn't hanging on

I'm strong enough to not give up
suicide is a cowards choice
i will not submit to

i could scream and lose control
but because i am who i am i will not sink lower still

because of this mess i am already that which i disliked and swore to never become

u think it hurts from where u stand
why not try being me?
no matter what u say u cant make me hate u any of u

if Eva in need just call on me I'll drop it all for each and everyone of u. no matter how much i hurt i don't care its u i care about

u can up and leave but i wont show any pain. i can't stop u.

Ur hugs cannot change what u inflicted upon me. even though Ur embrace makes me feel safe and special.

Ur words are still what i didn't wish and sometimes u cannot fool me. i can see exactly what is going through Ur head. or Ur actions will give it away

u think it hurts u have no idea the hell u all put me through. even if i wish to die i will not give in

just for u i stay around and the thanks is that u can still just be there in spirit. if u cant be there in person

the hugs overcome the hurt
but it still wont stop me.
i have a strong will
even though i hurt
knowing that u are here
makes life worth it