In trouble

I'm still on the drugs,
I'm still missing the hugs,
I'm still running away,
I'm not happy when i stay,

I'm still on the run,
drinking and having fun,
but Ive done something worse,
my life is such a curse,

Ive gotten into shit,
and more then a bit,
it in voles the law,
soon I'm going to fall,

i cant keep running,
soon ill get caught,
because we took something that wasn't bought,

but it was so much fun,
conscience i have none,
this girl turned me cold,
its something i cant unfold,

I'm over her now,
she is just a cow,
i like someone new,
and I'm not telling you,

I'm so confused about my life,
someone stab me with a knife,
that would really help me out,
then i wouldn't have to figure what life is about,

all my problems would be gone,
and everyone Else's life could go along,

so thats all i have to say for so bye,
i have to go and say a lie