Mixed up love

Have you ever had a secret crush that would not go away?

have you ever had it so bad you wished it would not stay?

i have had a secret love that never went away he\'s been on my mind forever and cant seem to go away

oh lord help me to understand that he is now onley in my past. time is so short that it runs bye very fast.

and now that he is back with me onley as a friend. we chat on line and its all fine but ill love him to the end.

i dont no if i can let go of the love that i once had. i think it could be mixed fillings from when we once where happy and sad.

im happy that where friends again it makes me fill so happy. now i can fill sappy again knowing he is still here.