Voice via the wires

Any other time
and it would have been
perfect
reaction not able
to work
complaining about air
things on
my mind
songs to the ear
and a picture
that just brings
it all back
talking friends
drunk speeches
taking things
with a pinch
of salt.
What if i don't
like salt?
just to know
the words of
what was said
or maybe what wasn't
so i can stop
thinking
and confusing my thoughts
an answer
i should have gotten
a year ago
or even before
any wiser
i shouldn't be
even thinking
so tonight ill wonder
not be able to sleep
and tomorrow
I'll hug him
and say everything
Okay.
love shouldn't lie
But
I have to.