Rules to the music

Music starting with the
unforgettable first beat.
a trance.
close your eyes and think
unable to dream
when the screaming, runs chills
to my thoughts
where do all these tears come from?
finding myself stuck
not being strong enough to admit
that I'm crying
and to weak
to ask myself why.
watching myself sleeping
thinking of answers
for questions i don't even know
shaking
this music,
lyrics i don't want to hear
so much unwanted confusion.
Pain. To bring anyone to tears
seeing you walk alone
take off your mask
my fears appear
you knew i was watching
run and scream
blast words Throu amplifiers
i cant close my eyes
how will this end
before the last breath
close the door
re-enter darkness
where all the answers
i never really wanted to know
lay.