Fake asmile

Fake a smile its the only way,
More i think the more i scare my self,
sometimes i think what it would be like
to leave this place be-hide,
i think what would it be like to be dead,
i get fed up & sick of my own thoughts,
I don't wanna feel what i feel,
don't wanna see what i have seen,
every morning i get out of bed cos i have to
not cos i want to, the way i deal with things is to
Fake a smile its the only way,
People don't see whats happing inside
They see me happy they see me smile,
they don't know that am crying inside,
they don't know my thoughts
Maybe its best they didn't or
i would scare my Friends like i do myself,
Fake a smile its the only way