Striving to Survive

Everyday I realize that this may be the last day of my life. walking down the street i find that im coming closer to losing my mind cause now days when it rains it pours. isnt my life worth so much more? i dont even know what im hustling for. but you gotta do what you gotta do just so you can make it through all these hard times thats yet to face you. but this is my life striving to survive. living will always be a struggle if your looking for someone to love you. looking back i can still see all the horror and this madness drives me crazy. but still i sit there and watch whail internally im dying and my pillowcase is wet from all my late night crying. but this is the life of teenage mom who is still striving to survive