Silent night fall

You always turn away,
My heart faints,
It faints every time I see you.
Every time Im with you
I breathe in a bit of your touch.

I`m insane,
I`m going insane without
Your tear soaked lips.

I`m sorry!
You don`t care!
It`s just a bit of fun!
How can it be fun?
If aafter wardsI feel like
Praising you to God.

The next minute
I want to kill you,
Kill your heart,
Make you feel
What I am going through.

The cuts that are stuck,
Stuck glass on the edge
Of my broken, stone heart.

The heart that doesnt
Want to change!
She doesnt want to change!
It doesnt want to listen to you, me
Or the silent night fall.

She has been hurt,
Thrown to the ground,
Kicked by his legs.
Who is he?
Why does she follow his steps?
His deadly, painful steps.

I want you!
I love you!
Why? Why? Why?
What is happening to me?

What have I done?
What can I do to deserve you?
Why can`t I love anyone else?

I have tried! I have tried!
Believe me I have!
Please believe my metallic,
Sharpened words!

I don`t want you!
I don`t want to love you!
You take me to the clouds and then
Drop me well below the ground.

I want...I want to forget you!
I don`t want to live my life this way!