Sometimes i wonder if this is just
a crush or is it the real thing?
If i just like you or if i love you?
Do i just want to be your friend or do i want to be the love of your life?This is just so confusing why do u have to be so perfect why do u always have to smile at me with that amazing smile of yours that makes me melt inside?
Sometimes i just sit and wonder why did god bring you to me?Did he think that me and you would be together forever or did he just want to see how much i can take before breaking down?I sit and think,think,think over and over again whats so different about you than every other boy i have felt this way for?Is it that i know you wont hurt me or is it that you were my best friend before my feelings changed for you?I have no other way to explain myself sometimes than through this words that don't even make sense to me i try to make things more clear but how can i explain what I'm thinking in a clear way when my mind is all jumbled up with feelings that are new to me and don't make sense?
