I Still Love Him

by ღ.Total.Mess.ღ™   Sep 16, 2006


I still love him with all my heart
I don't know what tore us apart
But it hurts so much
All I want is his touch
Why oh why do I still love him?
It's like my brain is dim
The target is my heart
And it pains like a dart
Throw after throw it keeps going
My heart keeps on glowing
Everytime I look at him I see
Everything I wish I could be
He's right there, hes my world
I think about him and my body is twirled
It's like I can't be whole
Without us being one soul
I can't just hold on anymore
I already opened that door before
It always ends in pain
I don't know why I'm still sane
I want him to know
That I love him and I want it to go
I hate going through this
Always starts with the fake kiss
Keeps on going
They cheat on me without my knowing
But it doesnt matter
I love him and you can all chatter
I don't care
He's my human teddy bear
I love him and he doesn't know
But I hope he will never go

* I know it's bad but I thought that I can't be the only one going through this so hope you like it =]
- Rαynє.ღ

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  • 17 years ago

    by *Charisma*

    I think that you have some feelings you really try to let out, and that's great in poetry. My suggestion is to not force it as much. let it flow a little more...But good job and keep on going!
    Charisma*

  • 18 years ago

    by alana

    Yeah i think most of us no what you are going threw.. it needa a lil work bu you got you rpoint accross like you wanted to
    just sweetheart hold you head up..
    i no its hard to realize that you just need to move on now..
    you will never for get them n your feelings will never be gonce.. trust me its been 3 years n im still in love with the boy that broke my heart..
    you just have to be strong n believe

    much love..

  • 18 years ago

    by Krzysztof J

    Im going thru this right now, but with a girl, im sorry that mine are soo sad but i cant change how i feel that im losing her its never easy, she writes poems on here too i wish she would read mine. I loved yours, i can relate so thank you 5/5 head up kiddo it aint that bad ;)

  • 18 years ago

    by Jenni Marie

    Wow, i really liked this, and no you're not the only one to go through it lol.
    I have just finished feeling like that about two months ago.
    it sucks, but it does get better.

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