How can God?

I can't go on like this,
Asking for forgiveness. breaking down, asking again.

How can God forgive me every time?

I stumble and fall, everyday. With the same old sin.

How can God love me now?

I spoiled myself with the world, breaking my spirit till it's nothing.

How can God fix me today, yesterday, tomorrow?

I gave into the ways of my friends, silencing my inner spirit voice.

How can God make me whole?

I struggle to try and resist, but being alone is so hard.

How can God help me when he's seems so far?

I know if I tell I'll have to die, for it's that embarrassing.

How can God stand me?

I can only try harder than ever, hoping for a break through.

How could I fail God?

What have I done?