You run your fingers through my hair
Causing my stomach to churn in disgust
With every touch you make me sick
Everything about you makes me hate myself
You grab hold of my hand and intertwine our fingers
I feel so low
How could I let myself fall this far?
Your all I can think about
Your always there
I can still feel your touch
Your all around me
I sink into a sorrow I can not escape
It has become impossible to forget about you
Your touch, your voice, your smell, everything about you makes me want to die
I can't stand to be around you
But here I am leading on a lie
I've asked myself so many times how could I lose all control and let you walk over me
The things you do
They send a serge of hate and disgust through my veins
Everyday I hope that what happened was just a dream but I only find it to be real
So many things I wish I could take back
But I'll never have that chance
I live in fear
That one day I may see you once more
And that once more I'll let you walk over me
I hate you for all the things you do
I hate myself for the things I let you get away with
If I could have just one wish
I would wish to forget,
Forget about you
Forget about the things you said
The things you did
