You will never know

I will stand here and nod
and act as if I'm OK
ill hug you when we leave
and slowly walk away

I'll swear that I'm happy
that you've just done me good
ill tell you that you treated me great
just like a good man should

ill laugh and act happy
and dance around this place
all my tears i cry,
you'll never see run down this face

when were together, just as friends
ill tell you your the best
but inside this is all a lie
but you'll never know I'm depressed

ill wait until i get home
to cry all these tears
you'd never understand
after all these years

so ill keep this all held in
until I'm in my grave
you'll never know Ive cried
as i smiled and walked away