You take it out
you look at how much harm such a little object can do
and you think of how much of a place that it has in your life
you hold it tighter not wanting to let go because it fixes everything
you look at where you want it to cut
you press down on where the pain is goin
your in complete silence and you can hear the skin rip, the blood drips .
relief, acheivement and happiness are just some of the emotions you
feel.
while one part tells you are stupid for doing it again
the other side laughs cause it felt so good