Lost without you.

In this life I've lost it all,
lost all that ment anything.
I've lost my heart, Ive lost my soul
a thousand times again.
I have no strength left in me,
I can not even cry,
I beg you God and Satan too,
just take away my life!
I sit alone here in my chair,
a bottle in my hand.
There is a gun upon my lap,
its features cold and dead.
Its been like this, since that day
when you went away.
You took you love away from me,
since then I've died each day.
Thought we had something special there,
but i was wrong instead,
and now you're gone and I'm alone,
with no one to turn to.
I've lost my heart!
I've lost my soul
I'm lost coz i lost you!