Breaking up

I couldn\'t trust myself again I never wanted you till then  But I was laughed at by your friends You know nothing to make amends What was I thinking all that time?! I was crazy to want you as mine I should\'ve seen something inside And those were tears of shame I cried. I tried, I tried to break this habit I love and loved you, I thought we had it, But you never, you never defended my name! You and your friends are all the same.