I learnt to cry and say goodbye
I went on with my life as hard as I tried
But now itâ??s all coming back to me
The past is all in play
Because you went away
I look at the stars and wonder were you are
Whether you can see me
And what you might be saying
I know the reason your gone
And itâ??s all in one name
The person you loved
Cared about and finally called your wife
She made you so happy but yet inside you could see the pain
She took you away and never let me say goodbye
But when I heard your voice late that night
The brightness in your voice showed that you cared
And then you died and went away
I remember the day we got the phone call from her and how I couldnâ??t believe that it was true
Then as days went by the pain hurt even more,
She killed you, took you away, and made you crumble down to a pile of ashes
She played games with your family and told so many lies
Her insecurities and jealously was visible in her eyes
She hated the fact that mum was your sister and that I was like one of your kids
Do you remember the fun and the way you would protect me from anything that I was scared of
These times are memories are stored in my head never to happen again because of her
She stressed you but it didnâ??t matter cause you loved her and we could all see it
Now that youâ??re dead and days get harder
She is being a disgrace, taking things from your children and thinking that it is okay doing what she does
The hatred and pain grows each day
I cry, think and miss you so much
I never got to give one last hug or kiss on the cheek
I didnâ??t get to tell you that you were my favourite nobody what anybody says
I never got to thank you for taking care of me
I never got to have one last walk on the beach or one more conversation
I never got to say goodnight or say I love you back
All these thought of nevers make me cry because all these nevers are because of her
I try to hold in it and pretend that its not there but you were in my life and you dieing fills me with pain
No emotion, no feeling or pain of this
Because youâ??re gone
I try to cope but the only way it would be okay is if you were back here with me
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