Save me. . .

I don't know what I'm doing
I don't know how to say it
wish I could just change it
It still hurts,
it hurts so bad, Jesus.
I can't take what I'm going through
I can't stand myself anymore,
can't stand who I've become.
I'm face down on the floor
I hate what I've done, and
what I'm doing.
so why do I keep doing it?
Tears are falling
and I hate it.
So why don't I just change it?
you whisper, because you can't do it alone.
I need you Father.
You've brought me so far,
you've taken all my past,
and erased every scar.
So why do I insist on making more?
I'm drowning with every choice.
Dying, I'm losing your voice.
reign down your love,
let me feel your embrace.
let me feel your touch,
see your precious face.
I love you Father,
Save me now.

-this is from something I went through last year, and as always God held me and carried me through. I love you Jesus!!