SOmtymz
i sit at hOme nd wOnduh hOw it wOuld be if he had lOved me - trulee
lOved me - i learnd a while agO dat kind Of fing it nevuh hapnz fOr
me - nd sO i gO arOun nd juz pretend lOve iz nOt fO me - i play duh
circus clOwn arOun muh frenz mek dem laugh and dey wOnt c dat yOo
nevuh let dem c yOo sweat dOnt want dem tO fink duh pain runz deep -
lOrd knOz ish killun mwe - sO i put On muh mek up put a sCmile On
muh face - nd if anyOne askz me if erifin iz Ok im laufin cOz nO-One
knOz duh jOwk iz On me cOz im dyin inside wit muh pride nd a sChmile
On muh face - ish nOt an az fing tO dO sOmtymz ish hard tO face duh
truth - ish nOt duh lyf dat i wOuld choOse buh wuh else can i dO if
he dOnt lOve me - if he dOnt want me - im nOt abOut tO sit arOun n
let muh self go
