Let Me Leave

Why do you do this to me?
Why do you let me bleed for you?
Do you like to see me this way?
Cutting my wrists just for you?

I want to be lifted away from this life
I don't want to deal with this pain anymore
I don't want to see you with another girl
Telling her the things you used to tell me

People tell me I'm to good for you...
Well then why can't I get someone else?
Am I not good enough for another guy?
I'm only good enough for the guy who causes me pain?

I want to stop the tears from coming
I want to just forget you...move on
I want to find someone else
I want to love someone else instead of loving you...

Just let me end it...
Let me grab the knife and stab myself
Let me write a letter to you...explaining myself
Explaining why I did decide to leave this world...

Let me tell you that I will see you again
I want you to forgive me for this
I didn't want to cause anymore problems
When I've already caused many...

I know that I will miss you
And probably will never move on...
But atleast I'll be somewhere where I won't
See you with anyone else...

I'll be in a place where all I can see is darkness
A place where I won't be able to feel anything
All I'll have will be my memories from this life...
That will play through my head...over and over...

So, this is my last words to you...
I want you to know...
That I will always love you...

As she writes the last words...
She falls to the ground...
Takes her last breath
And leaves this world...