The week begins on a bad note

Crying the same tears, Sunday
i have cried for years
don't really know why
the night of my silent life

hiding the cuts, Monday
that i inflict on myself
because i can
the night of my secretive life

sitting alone by myself, Tuesday
huddled in a corner
listening to sad music
the night of my lonely life

hiding the food, Wednesday
that i keep in my room
no food passes my lips
the night of my anorexia life

locked in a room scared, Thursday
the curtains closed
hiding from the world
the night of my frightened life

walking silently, Friday
trying to ignore the pain
fight back the tears
the night of my pretend life

depression awakens, Saturday
as i begin to start the week
scared, alone, crying
the night to start the dreaded week