Not again

Ur always tired.
ur suffering from treatment.
i thought the worst was behind us

i thought wrong.
u found another lump
this unfair truth can take us right back to stage one

i cant go through it again
i know its u that has to go through the operations and the pain
but i hope the lump is not cancer

because this year has reduced me to a shadow of my former self.

i cant stand to see u go through this. i cant take u and dad trying to hide if from me because i hear nearly all of ur conversations

please let it be nothing i don't want this to happen again this year. things were really bad for u
it was the worst reaction the doctors had eva seen