Nervousness

My hands shaking with fear
eerie whispers, i could hear
nerves coming down from my spine
stuttering when i try to speak all the time

my head aching, i cry so loud
my tummy tumbling, growling, it shouts
my feet pinned down on the floor
i wanted to die, i couldn't take it anymore

so hungry, but i couldn't eat
spitting it out, it taste like sh-t
all night long, with out any food
is this my destiny, and how it should?

i can't breath, I'm suffocating
this swallowing and spitting, it's irritating
i can't live like this, I'll die with nervousness
inside it, a girl who want to be undressed