Im your gaurdin angel

I cant keep doing this to myself
on and on i think of ways to erase you
from my mind forever
somehow you heart lingers threw mine
locking you in there forever.
nothing could ever bring you farther away from you as you have seem to
done to me.
and every time i think about you
or any kind of memory we ever had
justs hurts me worse each time.
you think of my death when i think
of the most brilliant poem to get you
back, as i have seen it done before.
to pass the time away, i simply look at a picture, only its in my head. so i can turn things around, even though it kills me to do so.
i cant take much more of this as it seems that theirs nothing that can be done.
its a forgotten memory by you, and a saved one for me.
you can die tomorrow and i will see you up there, cause i want to be no more then a town away from you at all times.
think of me as your guardian angel. justs think about it...