My love for you

I can't help but feel guilt
when i share these feelings
i don't want our love to wilt
can you prove to me that I'm not just dreaming...

we started out as just friends
you were with her
i was with him

but the more i got to know you
the less i wanted to be with him
the more i longed to be held by you

those feelings i tried to push aside
and i had decided
that just being friends was alright

the time then came
not too long after
my heart got broken
and i couldn't find my laughter

you were there beside me
when he broke me down
you stopped my tears
and did all you could to not let me frown

you said you loved me
that you always had
you said you would never hurt me
you didn't want to see me so sad

then you kissed me
my heart skipped a beat or two
the feelings that we had kept from each other
we then both knew

but i knew we could never have been
because you were still with her
and loved her more than me within

that was the last time that I've seen you
you had to go away
and i could no longer talk to you
though i still thought about u everyday

as the time between us passed
i once again let go
and accepted a relation couldn't be upheld

the months passed and then you came to me
and told me she had dumped you
i offered you comfort
for i knew how much she had meant to you

you asked if i would go with you
because you loved me
and i wouldn't do anything to hurt you

i long to say yes
to follow my feelings that go so deep
but i want to be cautious
do you really love me...

i have trouble saying this
for it fills me with guilt
i want to believe you
to start this relationship that could be built

i will just say it and get it over with
am i just on the rebound
do you want me by you to make her jealous
these thoughts keep going around and round

am i just another girl by your side
do u even remember the love
we had that felt so right

ill just have to give you a chance
ill pay almost any price
but i feel so fragile
broken down with lies

i just don't want to get hurt
i am giving you my heart
and i hold my breath and wait...
is this just another mistake...