Illusion

If you love me so,
why are you such a jerk?
Sometimes i just wonder,
Will this even work?
Without you I'm nothing, without you I'm air,
this time you really broke my heart,
and i don't have a spare.
I feel as if I've just been tossed,
walking through an illusion,
I'm lost.
the first few times we worked it out, the next few we had trouble,
now its just worse,
its like the bad is double.
I can't take it no more,
and I'm sure you feel the same way,
Oh i just wished that you would stay.
Now as i just lay here now, and ponder this together,
I know now that this it too bad of weather.