Time Has Been Cruel

They say in time...
You will heal
you will forget
well...I tried to forget you..but I guess I forgot too
I thought by now you wouldnt matter
that the thought of you would be just that
not illicit hidden memories of yesterday
all I want is just to say..
I dont care anymore
I dont want you anymore
I dont need you anymore
They say the heart wants what it wants
well my heart is confused
how dare it say I need you
I dont love you anymore
that should have done the trick
I should not feel the way I feel
or long to be with you
I know it didnt work
You left, never looked back
better that way
I dont think I could have watched you walk away
I would have put all my pride aside and asked you to stay
So here we are time is passed
and I still love you
I still want you
...if you only knew