Dear some body

Dear some body.
Here I am, as perfect as I am ever going to be. God made me this way. So all I ask is to just love me for me. Don’t try and change me I like who I am, I'm proud of who I have become. You always ask me to tell you how I feel but when I just want to be left alone you just get mad. When I get pervade and speck my mind to you. You always get mad and make me feel so sad. And then I don’t know what to do with all the nameless pain within my heart so I just get confused And end up getting mad. And when you read this poem you asked me who it was about and I said it is you..... And I ended up getting yelled out. Sometimes I wonder what I did, what I said. Sometimes I even think am I really that bad a person?.. But then my lord God tells me that (I am) is not a small word. And I know now that I am a good person because God made me this way and I live every day for him. So here I am as perfect as I'm ever going to be. you will see..... so just love me for me don try and make me someone I am not.
P.S I love you mom.