I dont want you to help put me together, you\'ll just help me fall apart, i\'ve relied on some one to help me get myself together for so long i need to do it on my own. i miss you, i miss you so bad, you slipped away, rite out of my hands, && I COULD DO NOTHING TO HELP IT. i wish their was something but it seems you left on your own, because you wanted to. i dont want to hear you still love me, because you never even tried.some days are better then others, i though things were juss getting better, untill i had to see you again =/ juss makes me realize how much i miss it all. we werent that great together were we, fighting alot, because i juss needed u to show you cared, i\'m sorry i juss wanted to be with you more then you wanted to be with me, && that you can move on faster then i tend to, sorry i dont like to be around you, juss makes me remember what i cant have anymore, we werent supposed to fall apart but you let us, i dont want to hear i am the one to blame, because you gave up, i held on, i tried to fix it, you just blew it off like it was nothing, i am glad you have nothing to say back to everything i say, shows me how much you really cared for me, i am not sure if it was a waist of time yet, i am not sure if it was a waist to spend so much tiem with someone and learn to love EVERYTHING ABOUT them even when some people thing the thigs they do are dumb. i thought before you i was in love, it wasnt untill you that i realized what it was, i was such a mess when you came into my life, you picked it up helped me get threw it, now i think i am back to that same way again. didnt you know.. i would of been their for you till the end, i would never of doubted you or a SINGLE word you said. love isnt about how you forget, but how you forgive.its not about how you listen, but how you undertand, its not about what you see, but what you FEEL,its not what you think is rite, its how long your going to fight for, && its not how you let go, its how long you hold on
