I took you for granted

You were there for me everyday,
If I needed you, I knew you were there.
Sometimes I just wish to myself,
That I had, for once in my life, cared.

I took it for granted,
What you meant to me,
You are my best friend ever.
The perfect friend for me.

We seemed to fight all the time,
I wish we never had fought.
Because all that time we did,
Was time that cant be bought.

I wish I had been smarter.
I feel so far away from you now,
And its impossible on me.
Every night I just wonder how.

How did I not realize,
What you really did for me?
How did I not realize,
That you were everything to me?

I dont know what I would do
Without you in my life,
I know one thing for sure,
I would still love the knife.

Im sorry I took you for granted
I never will again
It kills me every day that I did
Of that I am definitely certain.