I helped with a wedding the other day.
When I was there I had a rush of emotions.
I realized how much i miss you.
As I was working that day a pain started in the depth of my being.
After awhile I realized the pain was the craving to make you my wife.
I want to start a new life with you. I want to leave behind everything else and just have you.
That thought has been running through my head ever since. I just want to start over